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Oh My God!

I don't know what it is ... last night ... well ... lets just say that I had two of the weirdest fucking dreams I have had in my life.

I dream in color sometimes. I know, you're not supposed to and I don't know what it means that I do, but trust me I do.

I told you about seeing the shrink last night. Well I finally got my meds refilled and took the full dose for the first time in a while. I know, I'm fucking stupid, but when the electric bill is over $300 per month, sometimes you gotta sacrifice.

The thing that is weird is that I woke up and immediately wrote the dreams (or at least the gist of them) down. I mean, I NEVER do that. Now I just have to decipher what the fuck I wrote. Tommy? All Ambiened out? Early in the morning? Yeah, not a very pretty sight, nor am I that coherent.

I got a call today about the therapist. I had to drive BACK to the doc's office to fill out the paperwork and make sure I had insurance and all that shit, so I've been on the road all day. The actual first appointment is Monday. WOOT!

So It's been a busy last day of vacation and I need to get the kids fed. I'll do what I can to get the dreams on paper (or monitor I suppose) as soon as I can. After all. What's the sense in being a total loony if you can't share it with complete strangers.

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Oh, no, wait! I'm not talking about YOU guys, but I've been checking my statcounter lately and I notice I've been getting a lot of traffic from Army.mil. Probably just the C.I.A. checking up on me making sure the booster they put on the message-delivering device they put in my TV is not being blocked by the tinfoil hat and underwear I wear every day.

Those guys are sneaky, but I think I got their number. Oh, and Ryan is getting his learner's permit. Be Afraid, be VERY afraid!