Today ...
... sucks big, ass-hair waxing, donkey balls ... but I guess it could be worse. It could also be the first day of the rest of my life ... if I were a breakfast cereal.
Something happened to me today ... my "inner voice" was validated. For a long time now, I've thought I was going crazy ... that what I perceived and believed about my life wasn't ... couldn't be what was happening, that I MUST be wrong, but I wasn't. That nagging little whisper in the pit of my gut has always been right, I just let my cloudy thinking convince me otherwise.
Well, I'm gonna trust my gut feelings from now on and not let emotions cloud my thinking. That's gonna piss some people off, but you know what? I don't give a fuck. Right now, my gut is telling me it's time to get on with life, make some changes ... possibly some monumental ones. And I gotta go with my gut. Maybe I'll tell you all about it one day, but most likely not. I'm a loner, remember? I can handle this on my own, thanks. End of message. Now get back to work. It is Monday after all.
(Pretty cryptic, huh? Trust me, I'm bleeding on the inside so it doesn't stain my dress shirt.)

Comments
Very cryptic... but I've rarely found that inner voice to be wrong.
Posted by: Addict | July 16, 2007 4:28 PM
like addict, it's been a hard lesson but don't turn a deaf ear to that voice sometimes.
and were we psychically joined this weekend or something?
sending you hugs, good thoughts...
Posted by: lime | July 16, 2007 7:07 PM