HNT # I lost count ... but who cares
Christopher Thomas ... you are always in my heart. I miss you terribly. I would really like to know what kind of man you would be today. We are OK for the most part. Taking it one day at a time. Send us some love now and again and I'll see you on your birthday. I love you.
In other news, I have totally screwed the pooch tonight. I have flushed a relationship that meant the world to me right down the toilet. I really effed this one up. Honey, I am so sorry. I hope you can forgive me one day and give me another chance. Friends, I don't want you to feel sorry for me or offer condolences because I don't deserve them. I did this to myself and a man has to face what he has done and take the consequences. It just hurts so much all over right now, that I think I need to step away, far away. I don't know if I will be back or not. I just need some time. I love all of you and thank you for the good times. Tommy ... out!
Comments
Powerful HNT...amazing what only a few words or a picture can speak.
Posted by: moosekahl | June 7, 2006 10:23 PM
Wow...take care Tommy. Check in with us sometime :)
Posted by: Crimson | June 7, 2006 10:32 PM
Very touching!!
Posted by: Bellarosa | June 7, 2006 10:35 PM
Take all the time you need, my friend.
Posted by: lecram | June 7, 2006 10:35 PM
Hugs Tommy.
check in,please. or email me...
Posted by: sandi | June 7, 2006 10:39 PM
Oh Tommy....I dont' knwo what happened and would never push. Seriously..if you EVER need someone to talk to....I'm always here :) You are an awesome man!!
This post really touched me. :(
Posted by: chelle | June 7, 2006 10:44 PM
oh hun,... just have some "you" time. *hugs*
Posted by: Tragic | June 7, 2006 10:55 PM
this is one of the most nekkid posts i've ever seen. thank you for sharing christopher thomas with us. i sincerely hope the needed forgiveness comes. and i hope you'll be back soon.
Posted by: lime | June 7, 2006 11:02 PM
Come back when you can. Take care. Your picture is very powerful.
Posted by: Sassy | June 7, 2006 11:14 PM
We love you too Tommy! Good luck to you on your step back...maybe you'll be backone day...
S
Posted by: the melody censor | June 7, 2006 11:20 PM
I hope you will keep in touch, really Tommy. Please email me when you want to talk.
nannbugg@gmail.com
I am sorry for your pain.
Please take care of you!
Posted by: Lee Ann | June 7, 2006 11:29 PM
Very very nekkid, Tommy. Hugs.
We are here if you need us.
Posted by: Susie | June 7, 2006 11:31 PM
Hey babe... You know where I am. Btw, even if you feel the guilt is yours and you created this, your feelings remain real, alive and valid. Pain doesn't choose sides. So much of what you wrote applies to me... Love you lots and TG? I've never seen you this nakkid.
All my love. Wenchy.
Posted by: Wenchy | June 7, 2006 11:52 PM
That is my favorite HNT photo ever...
Hang in there my friend...
Posted by: addict | June 8, 2006 12:07 AM
TG, i hurt for you, buddy. no sympathy, no feeling sorry for you, just plain hurting for you. i hope you find your way through this. thank you for such a touching photo which says so much while you explain so little about it. you know where to find me. please don't disappear. thinking of you, caring for you, knowing you will come through this tunnel.
Posted by: Sis B | June 8, 2006 12:19 AM
I hope you find peace.
HHNT!
Posted by: solitaire | June 8, 2006 1:02 AM
The photo is so touching and the words broke my heart. Then I read the next part and my heart broke even more.
You seem like a fine man Tommy Gunn, and I hope whatever you effed up on, can be forgiven. If it can't, then learn from your mistake. Whatever you do, learn from it.
I hope to see you around again my friend. Peace.
Posted by: BTExpress | June 8, 2006 1:13 AM
Tommy, pictures say so much. Take time out to think this through. We will be here waiting. *hugs*
Happy HNT sweetie ;)
Posted by: Suze | June 8, 2006 3:26 AM
Do what ever you have to do. That includes breathing in and out. Best of luck and we hope to see you on the other side of this shit storm.
Happier HNTs
Posted by: Professor Fate | June 8, 2006 6:20 AM
Take care babe, I'd like to keep in touch but you do have to take care of yourself first. This is a very naked post of all that I have ever saw.
Love to you Tommy,
Ruthie
Posted by: Blondie | June 8, 2006 7:20 AM
A beautiful and moving picture and post to go along with it.
I wish you the very best!
Posted by: Rachel | June 8, 2006 7:43 AM
One of the most moving posts I have ever read. Take all the time you need to find the direction best for you. You know how to reach me if there's anything I can do to help.
Posted by: betchacantguesswho | June 8, 2006 8:56 AM
I know you may not believe this, but I was just thinking of doing a pic JUST LIKE THIS...wow...
Reading your post, ok, I won't say what you don't want to hear, but
Damn it, I would miss you terribly if you don't come back...
I know all about "doing what I got to do" so, no hard feelings, but... would love to see you stick around.
I've been recently told and adopted.. "Own your choices", but DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, we both know life is too short not to.
with love...
Posted by: MG | June 8, 2006 8:57 AM
I'm speechless. Good luck, God Bless and Godspeed.
Posted by: AndyT13 | June 8, 2006 9:14 AM
Very moving post and picture. Tommy, I'm so sorry man. Take care and let me know if there is anything I can do to help.
Posted by: chuck | June 8, 2006 9:45 AM
Comes back to make sure you are ok today...... HUGS
Posted by: Susie | June 8, 2006 9:49 AM
sometimes being nekkid means showing your pain and hurting.
wishing you well.
Posted by: Melissa | June 8, 2006 1:24 PM
hugs and love to you
peace...
Posted by: Monkey | June 8, 2006 7:28 PM
It's is Friday morning. 10h07am in the South of Africa. Wanted you to know that I am thinking of YOU.
Posted by: Wenchy | June 9, 2006 3:09 AM
Beautiful, touching HNT...thank you for sharing dear man...
As to the other...och aye...we are our own worst enemy sometimes, aren't we?
Hang in there mate...
Posted by: becca | June 9, 2006 3:22 AM
Oh hon, what a powerful HNT. I hate to hear about your troubles. Take the time to need to make it all right again. I'm sure we'll still be here for you when you get back.
Posted by: Bama Girl | June 9, 2006 5:31 AM
Very beautiful TG. I don't know what is going on, but I'm sorry you are hurting. Come back when you can. The blogosphere would have an empty whole if you didn't return. Take care love.
Posted by: Chris | June 9, 2006 8:31 AM
heart wrenching comes to mind. i don't want to say beautiful photo, just... heart breaking i guess.
the hardest part is forgiving ourselves, isn't it TG? take good care of you while you're gone. come back soon.
(((TG)))
Posted by: Leen | June 9, 2006 12:05 PM
love you my friend!
Posted by: steve | June 9, 2006 12:19 PM
Tommy, I have only been around this blogger "family" thing for a few months now but I have found some awesome "family members" and I know you have a great support group out here already. We all do stupid things in relationships but at least you are admitting it and not trying to blow it off and move on. You , from what I have read, seem to be a "stand-up" man and I will be praying for you.
BKS
Posted by: BKS | June 10, 2006 8:12 PM
wow. quite the powerful HNT!
Posted by: Dawn (webmiztris) | June 12, 2006 10:43 AM